Oh, internet. How you poke me in the eye.
I wrote a post about the following (and you can tell I’m annoyed, I’m resorting to bullet points…)
- why I delete my crazyhead, hormone-jaggy posts
- how RSS readers are like men — they never forget the nutty things you say
- how hard it is to get the balance between being real and being chill — because as much as people say you should only stick with people who accept you no matter what, I think that’s pretty willfully naive about how relationships work AND unfair to the people in your life
- why it’s dangerous to be emo on your blog when you want people to hire you or just throw scads of cash at you for writing anything
- how my mom never forgets anything I tell her
- why it’s SO MUCH better to get sick IN a relationship instead of BEFORE one, because then a guy stands a better chance of loving you enough to stick around — although there are no guarantees
- what this experience is like, physically and emotionally
- also? had a very meaningful looking picture of me
And when I went to save/publish it? Our internet connection went down for a split second, and it was gone forever.
WHY DON’T YOU DO THAT WHEN I POST CRAZYHEAD THINGS, INTERNET?
But noooo, those ones do FINE.
Man. I shake my fist at connectivity.

November 22nd, 2006 at 11:53 am
Bummer.
Hugs usually help at times like these. Please consider yourself thoroughly hugged.
~Kurt
November 22nd, 2006 at 1:13 pm
I don’t remember any CRAZYHEAD posts. I might have read a few but I don’t remember it.
November 22nd, 2006 at 2:29 pm
Shoot! That post sounded good.
November 22nd, 2006 at 5:12 pm
I’m sad it’s lost.
November 22nd, 2006 at 6:06 pm
Are you sure you didn’t just delete it? ’cause I remember seeing it yesterday…
November 22nd, 2006 at 8:23 pm
That was a post I deleted, Tiana… this one was ABOUT that one (the above mentioned crazyhead post.) I know… it’s a little confusing. A post about a deleted post that was accidentally deleted.
November 22nd, 2006 at 8:27 pm
To paraphrase the immortal Monty Python: I wave my armpit at the internet connectivity in Vancouver. I fart in its general direction. That sounds like it would have been a good post.